Friday, January 17th
Jan. 17th, 2014 08:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
badtothecloneGwen was the first person on my list to see and arguably the most important, since she might be able to cure me, but I'm not getting my hopes up. Which means I need to visit some friends and explain to them what's going on. It's weird for me to think that I have friends that would matter enough to me that I would need to tell them about this.
That matter enough for me to tell them goodbye. No matter how smart Gwen is and how hard I'm sure she's going to work at it I can't let myself get my hopes up. So I need to say my goodbyes, or at least explain why I won't be around much for... a while.
I sneak into the apartment while she's out, not able to come through the front door like a normal person. Can't do a lot of things like a normal person. It's kind of scary how familiar this all feels. I'm still not sure if it also feels right.
I pick the darkest corner I can find, even though I'm in full costume, and wait. She'll be home eventually and we can talk then.
That matter enough for me to tell them goodbye. No matter how smart Gwen is and how hard I'm sure she's going to work at it I can't let myself get my hopes up. So I need to say my goodbyes, or at least explain why I won't be around much for... a while.
I sneak into the apartment while she's out, not able to come through the front door like a normal person. Can't do a lot of things like a normal person. It's kind of scary how familiar this all feels. I'm still not sure if it also feels right.
I pick the darkest corner I can find, even though I'm in full costume, and wait. She'll be home eventually and we can talk then.
